When I was a freshman in college, I sat across from the career counselor in her office, hoping she could somehow see the promise I held and guide me down the professional career path of my dreams. She asked me where I saw myself in 10 years. I stuttered and stalled for time.
Ten years? Didn't she know how much could happen in ten years? How would I know where I would be? I tried to think of what was really important in life. Where did I see myself...?
"A mom. I see myself as a mom."
I'm sure the career counselor wanted to sigh and ask me why the heck I was in her office...or in college, for that matter. She instead let me know that I was suited for a career in audiology and sent me on my way.
Almost 10 years later, I have enjoyed a 5-year career (if you can call it that after only 5 years) as a graphic designer and am now leaving it to be the thing I desired so long ago. A mom.
I've had the blessing and privilege of working at home with Caleb these past 6 months, but the time has come for me to focus on being the best mom I can be, and to enjoy these moments of babyhood that I know will be so fleeting.
Moving from full-time employee to full-time mom is going to be quite a shift, and I'm sure I have learning and frustrations ahead, but I'm so excited! I can't believe I'm going to be able to fulfill what I saw so many years ago.
11 years ago
so excited and happy for you....
ReplyDeleteand you are a GREAT mom! Caleb is so lucky!!
ReplyDeleteCaleb and the cats don't know what a good thing they have coming. Glad your family is able to work together to find the best solution and relieve a mound of stress and pressure from you!
ReplyDeleteGood for you, Lydia! It is quite a shift making that change, but it is wonderful . . . I love it!
ReplyDeleteI for one, can't wait... home cooked meals, fresh laundry, kids playing outside... Aw. Oh wait, you won't be at my house being a stay-home mom, will you?? lol. :) I'm excited for your family. You'll be great at it!!
ReplyDeleteLyd, great blog - hope your transition goes smoothly. Can't wait to see you Saturday, definitely want an update since we last chatted. Love you!
ReplyDeleteHi Lydia! I'm still reading your blog and am loving the updates on Caleb. You'll love being a SAHM - I found myself wondering how I every got anything done while working full-time!
ReplyDeleteThat is so exciting! I can hear the relief you feel in the words you wrote. What a blessing to be able to live out the desires of your heart.
ReplyDeleteAudiology? That's so random. I think...I think you should be...a MOM when you grow up! Yea! Congrats on a graphic design job well done and to being a full-time mom. I think it's great!
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